Unltrasound #3

So, today is a very emotional day. Where do I begin? ...... How do I begin? This is too much. Yes .... I knew that something wasn't right. That was a given, when things are all fine and dandy, they don't beat around the bush. We met with the Neo-Natal doctor at the Hospital today. First they had us go in for another ultrasound. Yeah, that was fun. To just lay there again while this person I don't know looks at my baby, for something. So, he told us that our baby will be born with a Cleft. And since we have other, as he called, "anomalies". There is a higher chance that our baby will have other chromosomal disorders. He offered us an aminiosynthesis to rule out Down Syndrome and a few other things, we decided that we should go ahead and have it done. So not fun. The needle is huge, yes huge it really looked like it was a foot long and the width of a spaghetti noodle. I don't think those are its actual dimensions, but it sure looked and felt that way. I am not going to lie, I am scared. Tears are still flowing.