The hits just keep coming!

I love this little guy so much, but I am done with all the bad news! We have more scary news. This week at our ultrasound we had a new Neo-Natal doctor and as she was looking at the ultrasound, she said she say signs of Pierre Robin Sequence. So we are both looking at each other like okay, what is that? She explained to us that its when a baby's chin is recessed, meaning the chin is stuck back holding the baby's tongue, which keeps babies from breathing at birth. Yeah, more difficult news. This news is a little more scary then the cleft. This can affect my baby's oxygen supply at birth. We have to change hospitals. We have to change doctors. This is such a nightmare

Our baby's name

We have chosen a name! When we were pregnant with Briana we didn't know whether she was a boy or a girl until she was born. We had two names picked out for her just in case. Our boy name was Nathan. Do you know the meaning of the name Nathan? It comes from the Hebrew meaning "God has given". Isn't that just amazing. It is the perfect name. Every child is sent from God. But in this case he is our special gift from God, sent specially for us. So in love with my little gift from God. Love you Nathan!

Psalms 139: 13-17

For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. This is what I am clinging to. That right there tells me how foolish I am. The fact that I can think that I am the one who is making this baby, ha. Because my baby is in my belly I just assume that I am the one making him. Who do I think I am?! This right here tells me everything. God is just using me, He has chosen to make this little man just the way he has made him. Why? Yes I can still ask that question, it doesn't mean I'm going to get an answer, but I can still ask. I don't know yet, why. But I am sure that when God wants me to know why. He will make it clear. For now, I am going to hold on to Psalms! And thank God for showing me his love, because without his love I don't know where or what I would do. Oh yes ...... and thank you Lord for my husband. It is amazing how much strength he gives me, how much support he gives me. I love Jon more everyday that goes by. The more I know him, the more I love him. Thank you!