Psalms 139: 13-17

For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. This is what I am clinging to. That right there tells me how foolish I am. The fact that I can think that I am the one who is making this baby, ha. Because my baby is in my belly I just assume that I am the one making him. Who do I think I am?! This right here tells me everything. God is just using me, He has chosen to make this little man just the way he has made him. Why? Yes I can still ask that question, it doesn't mean I'm going to get an answer, but I can still ask. I don't know yet, why. But I am sure that when God wants me to know why. He will make it clear. For now, I am going to hold on to Psalms! And thank God for showing me his love, because without his love I don't know where or what I would do. Oh yes ...... and thank you Lord for my husband. It is amazing how much strength he gives me, how much support he gives me. I love Jon more everyday that goes by. The more I know him, the more I love him. Thank you!