Getting ready!

We are getting ready for so many different events its crazy! Nathan's 1st Birthday is coming up on the 29th. Then it's Halloween and a day later it's Nathan's 4th surgery. I'm getting tiered and stressed just thinking about it all. You know what I am most stressed about? Surgery! They are always so stressing. They are just very emotional for me, seeing my little man in pain is never fun. Then to top it off there is nothing I can do to take all his pain away. But for now I choose to focus on his birthday, one of the happiest days of my life. Gotta get things ready for his party. We are not doing anything big but something small with the family. It looks like it will be a dress up party, so everyone will have costumes. Should make for good pictures.