St. John Providence

We dropped Briana off at my parents and here we are at the hospital. This is so surreal. I'm so excited and so nervous. I have looked at pictures of babies born with a cleft, but not many of them look exactly the same. I stopped looking at pictures because I know that the chance of Nathan looking like one of the pictures is not really a sure thing. I am praying that I will hear a nice loud cry as soon as he pops out. I know that God is in control, and I know that I can trust him. I know that God will never give me more than I can bare. And I also know that whatever comes my way God will be there with me every step of the way. Jon is sitting on a very uncomfortable chair very excited too. I am so blessed to have him here with me. I already miss Briana, this will be her first sleep over. First night I sleep away from my baby girl. Can't contain the tears, I love her so much. Well I should rest now and wait until morning so that we can welcome our little gift from God.